Grief

Why do we grieve as special needs parents? I’ve tossed the term around numerous times about grief. You’re probably thinking, but her children are alive why would she be grieving? Hear me out. When you find out you are pregnant you start to imagine what your child’s future will look like. What your own future

Silence.

Today I took my middle son, one of the twins who is Autistic, with me to run some errands early this morning. I did my usual commute to town which is about 30 minutes away. I went through the drive thru and grabbed an iced coffee, went to our pharmacy for medications & then I