Why?

I catch myself staring at my son and drifting off to another place. In this place I think of what your voice would sound like. I think of how it would sound if you could call me momma. Over these past few years I’ve realized time has stood still. We have progressed into an older

What I’ve Learned

Dear Special Needs Parent, In the last few years I’ve learned a few things being a momma to 2 special needs boys. I look back into my early twenties and see a care free girl who was in college and had a different perspective on life. Bringing a child into the world automatically changes your

Grief

Why do we grieve as special needs parents? I’ve tossed the term around numerous times about grief. You’re probably thinking, but her children are alive why would she be grieving? Hear me out. When you find out you are pregnant you start to imagine what your child’s future will look like. What your own future

Silence.

Today I took my middle son, one of the twins who is Autistic, with me to run some errands early this morning. I did my usual commute to town which is about 30 minutes away. I went through the drive thru and grabbed an iced coffee, went to our pharmacy for medications & then I